Date: Mon, 16 Jan 2006 22:49:12 +0000 (GMT)
I haven't visited the Theatre Mirror website in months. You live in the back, you don't see nothin'.
Sorry to hear another theater may be closing its doors. I think I know which theater it is. I certainly which them all the best luck in the world. I sent $10.00 via Paypal. I wish I could add a couple of zeros to that. I am still trying to catch up _____'s old bills so we can get back up and running.
I remember once when a dear friend of mine came to a performance with a lovely card and $50.00 to help us when we were drowning in debt. Thank you again, Larry. I will never forget that.
I know you are an anti-Christian atheist, but I will pray for the theater in all major religions to make sure that the spiritual bases are covered for that theatre!
Date: Fri, 30 Dec 2005 17:46:53 -0800 (PST)
Subject: donation for Theatre fund
I have just sent $50.00 through Paypal for the Theatre Fund.
Happy New Year!
This is for that theatre co !
I know ... I WISH I had more ...
Best of luck!
[Enclosed: a $50 bill! ]
Date: Tue, 20 Dec 2005 06:53:53 -0800
Subject: Notification of payment received
Dear Larry Stark,
This email confirms that you have received a payment for $25.00 USD from ________________.
Date: Thu, 15 Dec 2005 07:30:15 -0800 (PST)
This is great for you to do this!!! We will gladly help in some way. Given that we lost on our last show, I'm not sure how much we'll be able to help (our ability to put on future shows is in question...though we ARE plowing forward ). But we'll come up with something to help. Is there a deadline? If I can wait a couple of weeks, I should have more money and may be able to make a bigger donation.
Date Sun, 18 Dec 2005 205809 -0500
Someone identified as "__________" has deposited $100.00 in your Paypal account tonight at 500pm. I went ahead and transferred it to your checking account. It should be available in 3-4 days.
The payment does not specify for what purpose it was made. One may assume that it was from your recent appeal, but it may have been simply a donation for the Mirror.
But I THANK YOU, both _. and _., for your generosity!
The gift will be applied to The Theatre Rescue Fund for two reasons:
First it probably WAS your intention, for which I am doubly grateful.
But just before I put the appeal into The Mirror, a card arrived from an old friend with a check for EXACTLY $100 --- which I fully intend to invest in books or booze or shrimps-with-dill before I succumb to the urge to squander it frivolously on rent or clothes or such irrelevant fripperies!
But there is tucked into my memory a somewhat maudlin Xmas tale of someone trying to apologize to an impecunious friend for giving nothing but mere money only to be admonished "You gave me the ability to buy presents for my loved ones, which makes yours the most important gift of the season!" and that's how I view these two gifts: One of them will give ME a chance to put a hundred bucks into the hands of a theater-practitioner I respect and admire, regardless of the intentions of the givers!
'Tis, as they say, The Season!
Date: Thu, 15 Dec 2005 12:14:55 -0500
_____ passed along your letter soliciting money for a dying theatre company. He asked me why when you started raising money for us. I told him you weren't.
That said, we would love to help, but we are in the same situation (if not worse) as the theatre you are raising money for.
Unfortunatly all I can offer at this time is my well wishes for good luck - to you, to them and all people fighting the good fight.
Date: Thu, 15 Dec 2005 11:22:00 -0500
Yes, I believe we do support our own. We donated the proceeds this fall from 4 performances to a theater in New Orleans.
Sorry to say, we are all donated out (and ticket sales are not what they could be ...)
Good luck with the effort,
Date: Thu, 15 Dec 2005 14:36:07 -0500
We would truly love to help, but ...
I wish it could be otherwise.
We are hearing from across the country that many theaters are experiencing similar financial circumstances—somehow, we have to work together to find a solution.
Thank you for taking on this project—you are an inspiration to all of us.
Beware. I am going to ask you for money.
As the Solstice approaches and the sun dips daily ever closer to extinction its failing rays stretch, pale and red and feeble, into my home until on that shortest day of the year they reach the entire length of the apartment, from my only window down the hall and, all too brief and pale, onto the inside of my door. It reminds me every year of that wintry dragon our ancestors watched, with its icicle-teeth, nibbling away the light.
I still believe, as an old friend assures me every year, that "The Sun WILL Come Again" but, more and more, I have come to hate Xmas --- not at all because I am a newly confessed anti-Christian atheist, but because for more years than I'd like to count I end every year without enough wherewithal to participate in the festivities.
No, I am not asking for money for me.
Just last week, after an absence of several months, a neighbor --- not quite a friend, but more than an acquaintance --- showed up again with her traditional request: ten dollars for cigarettes and a bottle of beer. She's a recovered crack-addict, a "tough old bird" --- a youngest daughter needing someone to listen to her enumerate her family problems, and so I do. But this time she pushed herself in on a wheelchair and, without meeting my eyes, told me of hospital and re-hab stays, smiled a moment at the antics of her cat, and matter-of-factly said the doctors had told her mother they can do nothing more for her. So Selina is dying --- and all I had in my pocket was six bucks.
No, I don't want money for her.
A couple days ago, I heard that a Theatre is dying.
And, in amongst my gloomy meditations on "The DEAD of Winter" and the difference a few bucks can make, and the life-and-death difference money makes in the happy-ending to our favorite Solstice myth ("It's A Wonderful Life"), I thought I'd make a try at proving theater people care about their own.
This is what I've heard:
But the one thing that gave me hope in this gloomy tale is this:
Some years back a sudden short-fall had to be made up, and was; a couple genuine benefactors helped (helped a lot) --- but more than half their short-fall was paid for in ten- and twenty-dollar donations from Other Theater People!
Can you see, now, why I have invoked the cash-strewn table giving George Bailey's Building & Loan it's needed happy ending?
What I'm going to do is ask every company that has been reviewed in The Mirror this year to make a gift --- Not a Benefit, but a simple Gift --- of an amount equal to the box-office take from One Performance.
And no, I won't tell you what theatre is in trouble.
They have their pride, and they and I still believe in miracles.
Besides, do you know of a theater company, anywhere, that couldn't be in just such straits next year, or even next month? So send not to know for whom this bell tolls. There, but for the grace of Thespis, go we all.
And I have no faith whatever in flinchfisted governments or corporations or grants-men to save a theatre too small for them even to notice.
We who Make theater and who Love theater are the only ones to understand what is at stake, and how close every one of us come to needing just such help.
I will take none of the money you donate.
If we can raise six thousand, one more theatre will stay lit.
If not, well perhaps we ought to make what money we can raise the beginning of A Theatre Rescue Fund that will Be There when next one of us is, suddenly, in real need.
We owe that to one another.
Out in Iowa, my friend holds every year a Solstice Celebration.
As sunset approaches, the youngest person present is sent to a west window to watch, then to run in with the news:
I still believe THE SUN WILL COME AGAIN.
A bright and cheerful Solstice Morning to you all.
larry stark/The Theater Mirror
125 Amory Street #501
Roxbury MA 02119